Wednesday, 31 August 2011

Perspective

When I first injured my foot back in July, I scoured the internet looking for similar experiences so that I can self-diagnose and get a sense of what I was dealing with. I managed to figure out based on my symptoms and lack of movement in my big toe that I had severed the EHL Tendon on my right foot.

Medically there wasn’t much out there with the exception of Wikipedia’s definition. I did find a stupendous personal account from a woman who documented her experience in a medical journal. My intent was not to document the medical process of what I was going through, rather the physiological and psychological aspects of this event on my life. I wanted to share these experiences with some of my close friends, family, colleagues and whoever happens to come across my journal. It would also help me keep my sanity as I sit here day after day confined at home.

Some of the conversations I had previous to my surgery were in relation to how lucky I was going to be to stay home and chill, watch television, movies etc. These were never really my sentiments; I rarely watch television and I’m not the stay home type. I prefer to be out and about-yes even at work. I enjoy my work and the environment I work in. I miss my time and association with my colleagues.  I am lucky that I have a wonderful support unit at home; otherwise this journey would have been much more cruel and depressing than it already is.

I will continue to give the grim and glamorous details on my foot and all the emotions involved with it. I by no means take pleasure in displaying my feet on the internet. I don’t really want to end up on any freaky foot fetish websites. LOL! However for all intensive purposes the photographs will be displayed from time to time. I will include some of the interactions I’ve had with people and how I’m affected by them and all that is around me.

I want to say Thank you to those who have been reading and I hope you’re getting a feel for my humour, as dry as it may be…

Perspective, it’s all about perspective.

4 comments:

  1. Little suggestion, might have been a good idea letting us know you didn't want your feet showing up on a foot fetish site in the post BEFORE you posted photos...Just saying...

    Also do you know how google works? If you put the phrase "freaky foot fetish websites" there's a good chance it'll show up if someone is specifically looking for that phrase.

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  2. Also, it's a bit late. Uncle Vinny has just "Anonymously" posted a photo or two to www.freakymedicalfeet.com - it has been up voted too :)

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  3. Hello- I just wanted to say a quick thank you for your blog. Like you, my chef's knife and EHL tendon have unfortunately met recently and I will be undergoing surgery for a repair (finger's crossed) soon. To be quite honest, after reading your first few entries, I went into a state of utter panic in anticipation of what I am about to endure. BUT- now that the hysteria has subsided (for the most part), I am very greatful that because you decided to share your experience, I have a little bit of an idea what to expect. So thank you very much! Oh- and your writing style is wonderfully entertaining and I am thoroughly enjoying it.

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